..what's happening to me..

Felt so lost...so empty..
Don't know how to hang on..don't know how i can stand up again..
I've lost my spirit.. I've been walking without knowing where to go..what to do..
This is so hard...
Instead of gaining 10 pounds (as i expected), I probably lost 10 pounds of my weight now..
And my health are beginning to decrease rapidly..
Please God..help me..