Saturday, February 28, 2009

..workaholic..?

Seumur-umur, baru kali ni pulang kantor jam 2 pagi..bikin report, fixing things that wasn't even my fault at all..and now i have to go back to the office cause they need me again..holyfield..!!!

Thursday, February 26, 2009

..untitled..

Sad..broken..falling into pieces..
I know things will never be the same again..
From the first time u put that song as ur ringtone, i know things will change..
It's like a time-bomb..i knew it coming, but i'm never ready..i'll need time to recover, to get it over with..

..getting by..

New desk..new tasks..new responsibilities..
I've learned it, nothing new actually..but still, i had difficulties of doing it now, cause i'm alone..i have no partner in handling those never ending task..
Still need some time to adapt with this new duty, hope i can handle it soon..so help me God..

311 - Love Song

I love this song..
Everytime i heard this song, my heart jumps a bit.. Got carried by the rhythm, the lyrics..
It always reminds me of someone who meant so much for me..i miss him..don't know if he felt it too..

..unforgettable Valentine..

For the first time in my life, in Valentine's day, i wasn't alone..
Actually, it wasn't a very big deal..ever since i had a lover, i always spent time alone,at home,watching TV..haha..
But this year is different.. I hang-out with my girl friends,share our joy and laughter, shopping together, like any other day when we shop together, but it was a great time, cause i'm not alone..and especially cause one of them is leaving Malang soon,and i don't know if we can ever hang-out together again..
I will miss those moments..

Monday, February 2, 2009

...sick and tired...

Lagi jenuh di kantor, lagi eneg sama yang namanya urusan kantor..
Aku benci banget disuruh centil2an, dandan, full make-up all the time..emang ga boleh klo udh sore, dah malem, trus aku males dandan lagi ? orang cuma dgn beberapa gelintir orang di kantor, so what gtu loh.. ?
Anyway...i'm beginning to feel overload with the job...so many things to do, so little time..aku hanya bisa berharap aku bisa ngerjain smuanya tepat waktu, tanpa membuat diriku tepar lagi..
Please help me God...