Kapan yah bisa cuti..

Capek...jenuh...pengen liburan...tapi ngga bisa cuti..huaaaaaa... :(
Ngiri rasanya ngeliat temen2 pada ngambil cuti (berlibur ataupun menikah, hehe...)
Seandainya bisa cuti, pasti aku sudah melarikan diri dari rutinitas kantor, dari kejenuhan yang melandaku di rumah..runaway from this town....
I desperately need something fresh...be in a place that excites me, comforts me..
Bali...Jogja...Bandung....Hmmmmmm.....
Ke gunung, atau ke pantai....terserah, asal bisa membuatku 'adem'..
Sendirian boleh..rame-rame ? Hayuuuukk.... haha.. :p

..mistakes..

People made mistakes..including me..
But i've made too many mistakes..I've hurt too many people..
Will they ever forgive me ? Or will they ever forget my mistakes ?
Some says that it's easy to forgive, but not easy to forget.
I wish they could do both..
Cause i'll try my best to do the same thing..

..want you to want me..

It's just a song, but some of the lyrics suits me somehow..

Sometimes I walk away 'cause I know that we can't ever be together
Sometimes I close my mind I can't keep this love for myself any longer
Somehow I have to find the right time to say that
I want you to want me, even in my dreams..

Should've walked away 'cause I knew that we can't ever be together
Should've closed my mind should've known that this love can't go any further
Should've stopped myself from this dream'cause life will never want you to want me
Even in my dreams..

HUffhh.....it's so complicated..
I really have to learn how to manage my heart.. :)