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Sad..broken..falling into pieces..
I know things will never be the same again..
From the first time u put that song as ur ringtone, i know things will change..
It's like a time-bomb..i knew it coming, but i'm never ready..i'll need time to recover, to get it over with..

311 - Love Song

I love this song..
Everytime i heard this song, my heart jumps a bit.. Got carried by the rhythm, the lyrics..
It always reminds me of someone who meant so much for me..i miss him..don't know if he felt it too..

..unforgettable Valentine..

For the first time in my life, in Valentine's day, i wasn't alone..
Actually, it wasn't a very big deal..ever since i had a lover, i always spent time alone,at home,watching TV..haha..
But this year is different.. I hang-out with my girl friends,share our joy and laughter, shopping together, like any other day when we shop together, but it was a great time, cause i'm not alone..and especially cause one of them is leaving Malang soon,and i don't know if we can ever hang-out together again..
I will miss those moments..

..want you to want me..

It's just a song, but some of the lyrics suits me somehow..

Sometimes I walk away 'cause I know that we can't ever be together
Sometimes I close my mind I can't keep this love for myself any longer
Somehow I have to find the right time to say that
I want you to want me, even in my dreams..

Should've walked away 'cause I knew that we can't ever be together
Should've closed my mind should've known that this love can't go any further
Should've stopped myself from this dream'cause life will never want you to want me
Even in my dreams..

HUffhh.....it's so complicated..
I really have to learn how to manage my heart.. :)